Since you asked for it. In answering how Ami could have lost my trust? Try, recalling a player into Guild Hideout for buffs. More than once. Then there was this other time where Leni found out right away exactly what I'd posted in the GM forums about not provoking her. Needless to say I can see who's in our forums. Not to mention the reports I and other GM's received about Ami revealing stuff from GM forums in game (I will say though, I have not seen proof of this, but there were enough reports to make me go hmm). I didn't know how to create a new permission to separate mods then, but Wish knows how and she, Genesis, and I all agreed to it.
Also, I'm not sure how we started disliking each other. Remember that fuck up you had on Blueberry by posting someone's IP in public as a threat, causing Genesis to remove mod from that account and then later getting you Empyrean? I defended you back then, said you should get another chance, but now I truly can't see why. I also can't pinpoint where we went wrong.
I did it three times, I saw some GM's do it twice. It's getting done dw.
I know you asked me not to tell anyone about what happened on your GM, but I truly didn't feel like circumventing this discussion. What's unfair is what you did, for at least the one thing I have solid unequivocal proof of, and therefore wouldn't it make sense that we not discuss it beforehand with you?