What Is This Feeling...

[-R e i]

I don't know if this is a good place to make this topic...

So my mom and dad bought a laptop for my older brother... I didn't care, wasn't jealous.... then after a few days my mom called and told me that they also bought a laptop for me(they're abroad btw), I was surprised because my grades are bad... well not really bad but unsatisfying.... then I thought... maybe they bought a laptop for me to become more serious about school... then right after the call ended, I went to my room like nothing good happened... and the next day I woke up and started shouting YES YES! in my mind.... and 3 days after... she called again to tell us that she has sent the laptop to us and that it would arrive around may 9-10... and now I received a letter from them... telling me to advance study once I got the books.... and that studying is the only way to help us.... and also our house isn't fully paid yet... what are we going to do if your father lost a job?... and then I realized that I'm a burden to them.... I mean.. they have done so many things for me and yet I don't even show them or tell them thanks... I am happy that they bought me a laptop but at the same time I feel like... "O ayan, binilhan ka na namin ng laptop, sapat na ba yan para magseryoso ka sa pag-aaral?"(sorry if it's in tagalog..)...

/sigh /sob /sigh

IF only... /sigh if only i told them that it's okay if they don't buy me a laptop.... i wouldn't feel this kind of feeling...

hahaha, I want to cry but I can't... I don't even know why...

Sorry if there are plenty of mistakes, try to understand it :)

I just wanted to tell you what I'm feeling right now.... for some reason whenever I tell my problems to someone I feel.... ;)

[zac]

Well your a good person i can tell just by what you explained about how you feel. All i can say is cheer up and study to the best of yoru ability and make yoru parents proud.

[Shono]

goo return da laptop if dey have return policy.

[Adamxd]

Yea use this laptop for expanding your knowledge not for palying ro

[-R e i]

Err... I'm not gonna use it for playing RO always.... I mean.. I usually use my old computer to play RO because... I want to always use old things... I just don't want them to get forgotten(is it get? o.o just understand it lol)

[Adamxd]

I just suggested in the other words you should keep laptop and start learning harder, appreciate that present and show parents that you are able to get nice grades.

Ps. I can kos you and then you wont like playing ro. Jk

[Forum~]

Ps. I can kos you and then you wont like playing ro. Jk

Lol.

Just strive to be appreciative of what you now have. I think returning it will the awkward-est thing to do.

[Apo]

This feeling... I can feel it! It is so strong! Ahhhhhhhh FML

[Nadtorious]

I got the same situation.

FRo is so addictive, it's conflicting with my education.

Still... I'm not behind in any of my courseworks.

My advice to you is to study hard and surprise your parents. :]

Good luck.

[Danny]

All you can do is study hard for them. Make them proud. fRO shouldn't be the problem cause you can always have time to study and relax at the same time. Just do whatever you think is best for both of you and your parents. I am a screwed up myself though lol I think a lot of people can relate to this kind of problem, cause it happen a lot to people. Sometimes, yes, fRO can mess a bit of your life and your Educations but you are still young, still have a lot to look forward to.

[Annie]

Yea use this laptop for expanding your knowledge not for palying ro

Nolifer.

[Dearly Beloved]

Its your decision on whether or not to keep the laptop, but I really think you should try your best at school work. I think if you try at least, you'll make your parents happy in the end. (: You could also tell them the situation your in, they could have went through the same thing. Oh, and another thing, you should balance out school, fRO, and your personal life. Things will work out all in all. :D

[Rayray]

if you think FRO is a hindrance, then delete it for a while, that simple :p. Then just reinstall it if you are done with everything else. Games for that matter should just be a hobby, not an addiction.

[-R e i]

I'm not addicted to the game, It's just a place where I make friends. /no1

[Rayray]

still, if it hinders you, delete it

[-R e i]

It doesn't so I won't.

[Analysis]

goo return da laptop if dey have return policy.

[jorgesilvera]

Stydy hard that is the best gift that you give to you parents. Remember that Forskaern RO is just a game to forget that felling you must be usseful to your parents. If they bought it for you was for some good reason. :biggrin:

[Terroryst]

I guess you're feeling guilt. Just be appreciative to what they do, do chores around the house or anything to make their lives easier. Hell, go try and get a job to help out if you can.

[-R e i]

I'm just 13. D: I live in a country called Philippines which is expected to die. Why? Election 2010 /sigh

Edited May 12, 2010 by -R e i