Well....now that I have everyones' attention.... MOONIE HERE!!!
After some time of bickering and fighting, I finally came back down to Florida to live with my parents again. I've had a LOT of sh!t going on with me for the last 4 months that I haven't really let a lot of people on. Seeming how I'll be living with my parents again, my hours will be limited to 5 hours at MOST if I'm LUCKY on the computer.
I honestly don't mind though...I have all my friends here. Something I can say I REALLY missed... reality. I love RO, always have ever since I started playing. I love the server, and I can honestly say I respect the few people that HAVE been @$$h0l3s to me in game. Be it because they really hate me, or because they just want to test me. I'd like to say thank you to the following: Both of the Peter's from Elysium. Because you guys honestly made me feel like sh!t to a point where I WANTED to get good and prove you wrong.
RO is only online though, and even if they people ARE real...what's the chance of RO actually doing anything for MY future? Nothing. Some of you have really been a huge help, surprisingly I can say Dina was one of those people, as well as kuoch. Sarcastic @$$3$ made me realize that I'm not as bad as people say I am, and that I CAN be good if I really give it a try. I'm not ashamed to say I suck, and am a nab, because I AM. I've never played any other class than a High Wizzie, so that explains the reason to me sucking so bad.
For everyone that ridiculed me... f**k you. I AM a good leader of the guild that you said sucked. Because in reality, it's not all about WoE and GvG. You may have bigger guilds, and some of you guys might be "close", but for those that aren't... you're lacking the term "fun" in the guild. A guild isn't just for it, it's designed to MEET new people and give people a CHANCE. If you never let anyone other than people you "know" in, how the hell are you going to get any better or make any friends. Assuming you'd even WANT to make friends.
I can say I'm proud to have had everyone in ~Teh Forsaken~ and ~Sacred Order~. I've learned a LOT from EVERYONE in that was in it. I'm glad I was an ally with "Affinity" as well. Even if they weren't on the top list. =p
I'll be job hunting in the next week or two until I get a job. Once that happens I can finally get my life together, save my money, and get my scholarship back for the college I REALLY want to attend. I WANT to be someone someday, and I don't give a f**k if you believe I can be it or not, because clearly...more than half of you that talk s**t about me, don't even know me, and never even have bothered.
I'm NOT quitting this server, despite the fact that a LOT of the "friends" I made on here are quitting. I wish they weren't. I don't communicate well, I know I "cling", but at least I'm not hiding my real personality. What you see, is what you get. For anyone that GIVES a s**t, feel free to keep in contact with me:
aim: fangelf13
msn:
[email protected]
~Yelena