I already gave my account away to someone that deserves it. I quit forsaken right after my b-day on the 16th, when I got sh!t from someone who didn't even know me. I decided that it was enough to try to handle, especially when nearly no one is there for you.
I congratulate the 2 new GM's that have been really good friends of mine on their legits before they became GM's. You two deserve the positions you got, and I hope you keep your heads up and don't let them walk all over you. Don't take sh!t especially if you know you're right and they're wrong. I hope that a specific person doesn't divorce me just because I quit, because they'll always be really dear to me.
I wanted to thank the following people though:
Zeit
Boss
Nate
Ryoji
Tyler
Ayu
Mezri
{The rest of my guild}
Crono
HandCock
Jerry <3
Eyorii <33
FLAME xD
Misfit <3
Dina
Kuoch
Glory of Love {Haha, dude...for all those times you were my secret b***h ;D }
Sieg Heart { you're still a little baby boy rapist XD }
M i l { I'ma miss ya, you're one of the nicest people I met }
Tick I value your friendship the most!~ =]
There's some that I don't really remember atm, but just about everyone on my friends list is important to me. <3
The very last person I'd like to thank, is the most important of them all.
/lv GENESIS /lv
Thank you so much. While everyone was an ass to me and wouldn't tell me things straight out, I'm honored to be considered a friend of yours. I thank you for that, and for you trying to talk sense into me with staying. Perhaps I would have done it, if there weren't so many people that are always assholes to me. It's not a matter of me sucking, or the fact that everyone thinks my guild sucks, it's because I can't handle the amount of pressure in real life, and in a game. I do take it as a game, but there are real people playing it...and sometimes that's all that's needed to bring someone down. Thank you Jorge, and I hate to leave the server.....but I think it's time I learn how to completely block people the way I had been when I was younger. I keep getting hurt and I honestly don't want it to happen anymore, it's too much for ME to handle. Despite me being "nice" and a "bitch" at times, I AM very emotional {I know it} and I CAN'T handle pressure from reality AND a game killing me at the same time. It's bad enough I have my own parents calling me a failure every single waking moment of the day, I don't need everyone else reminding me how much of a failure I am. Either way, thank you Jorge....so much. You know I care for the server more than just about anything, I resigned my GM position on the other server. I don't think I want to go behind forsakens' back, I put too much damn effort towards it to just "abandon" it like it's just another server, it's not. It's far more than that to me. Take care of yourself, seriously. You have my msn, though I know you're busy...drop me a line sometime. =]
For everyone I missed, I'm sorry...somewhat....if you even cared.... =]
PROUD LEADER OF ~The Forsaken~ B!TCH3$
~Yelena aka ~Moonie~ or ~HellRose~
