RRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGE!
Leni's mum said she'd take away her laptop forever since she didn't get up early (me and her were talking till like 6 am the day before >:), and now when I came on expecting to talk to her she's offline. ;_;
I'm afraid I'm going to lose her! ;_;
What should I do? Suicide or call the local police to rape her mum?
This can't be real.. My chest is heaving, I'm panting, nauseous, feeling like I could puke. My head is starting to hurt and I feel like crying. My pulse and blood pressure are too high and I feel horrible. How can this be real? Somebody tell me this is only a nightmare. I refuse to accept it. This isn't happening. ;_;
I promised myself that she'd find some way. I promised her and me that we'd see each other again today. Now she's offline. I want to hunt down her mom and stab her. I want to poison her parents. I want them to die a horrible painful death. I'm thinking of the best way to find out where she lives so I can hunt down her parents. I think I might contact her siblings and ask for help. I love her too damn much to accept it.
Why must this world be so cruel to us? Why is it trying to keep us apart with everything that it's got? Why am I forbidden to see the only girl I will ever truly love? Why why WHY?
