I stayed up for around 70 hours straight to see her. Besides, our schedules *were* perfectly synch'd until school started. Makes me hate school even more than I already do. We'd both go to bed at 8-9 am and wake up at 6-8 pm, even on the last day of the holidays, which means I couldn't sleep since school started that day. So I stayed up for another day because of her and actually blacked out and nearly cracked the back of my head due to exhaustion. But I don't care, I just want to see her, and now she got taken away from me.
Urgh, now I'm trying to hold back tears. ;_;
EDIT: Oh and, she and me were already staying up at night and sleeping during the day even before we met, it's not like I'm keeping her up any more than she already was. Besides, she gets homeschooled so she doesn't have to worry about getting up for school unlike me.
Besides, any attempts at trying to sleep usually go like this:
Or
Now my head is spinning and I don't know what to do. I'd lay down, but I wouldn't feel any better, being without her. To make things worse afternoon school starts in ~20 mins. I couldn't stop thinking of her before, but now it's just torture. I can't concentrate like this at all, and we're probably going to write a test as well. Which sucks because if I get an F my parents said they'd take the PC out of my room as well. Guess I've got to start locking my room whenever I go out, but they keep unplugging the power/ethernet cables leading to the server. That shit is so annoying, it's like both my parents and leni's parents want us not to be able to talk to each other. I don't understand how a person could be so cruel.
This isn't torture. It's worse than that.