-Insane- Posted January 13, 2009 Report Posted January 13, 2009 RRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGE! Leni's mum said she'd take away her laptop forever since she didn't get up early (me and her were talking till like 6 am the day before >:), and now when I came on expecting to talk to her she's offline. ;_; I'm afraid I'm going to lose her! ;_; What should I do? Suicide or call the local police to rape her mum? This can't be real.. My chest is heaving, I'm panting, nauseous, feeling like I could puke. My head is starting to hurt and I feel like crying. My pulse and blood pressure are too high and I feel horrible. How can this be real? Somebody tell me this is only a nightmare. I refuse to accept it. This isn't happening. ;_; I promised myself that she'd find some way. I promised her and me that we'd see each other again today. Now she's offline. I want to hunt down her mom and stab her. I want to poison her parents. I want them to die a horrible painful death. I'm thinking of the best way to find out where she lives so I can hunt down her parents. I think I might contact her siblings and ask for help. I love her too damn much to accept it. Why must this world be so cruel to us? Why is it trying to keep us apart with everything that it's got? Why am I forbidden to see the only girl I will ever truly love? Why why WHY?
Defiance Posted January 13, 2009 Report Posted January 13, 2009 Set a good schedule for you two to meet up. You can't honestly keep a girl awake all night long. Think of her health. The girl needs her beauty sleep.
» Pat Posted January 13, 2009 Report Posted January 13, 2009 I bet she won't take it away for ever. You know mom's.
Defiance Posted January 13, 2009 Report Posted January 13, 2009 Or she might keep her locked down if he continues to keep her up all night. Seriously man, reschedule your times to a more adequate time.
-Insane- Posted January 13, 2009 Author Report Posted January 13, 2009 Set a good schedule for you two to meet up. You can't honestly keep a girl awake all night long. Think of her health. The girl needs her beauty sleep. I stayed up for around 70 hours straight to see her. Besides, our schedules *were* perfectly synch'd until school started. Makes me hate school even more than I already do. We'd both go to bed at 8-9 am and wake up at 6-8 pm, even on the last day of the holidays, which means I couldn't sleep since school started that day. So I stayed up for another day because of her and actually blacked out and nearly cracked the back of my head due to exhaustion. But I don't care, I just want to see her, and now she got taken away from me. Urgh, now I'm trying to hold back tears. ;_; EDIT: Oh and, she and me were already staying up at night and sleeping during the day even before we met, it's not like I'm keeping her up any more than she already was. Besides, she gets homeschooled so she doesn't have to worry about getting up for school unlike me. Besides, any attempts at trying to sleep usually go like this: 1: hai lets sleep desu 2: n. wanna be with you k ;_; Or 1: I'm tired. 2: Go sleep k. 1: N. Wanna be with you kay ;_; Now my head is spinning and I don't know what to do. I'd lay down, but I wouldn't feel any better, being without her. To make things worse afternoon school starts in ~20 mins. I couldn't stop thinking of her before, but now it's just torture. I can't concentrate like this at all, and we're probably going to write a test as well. Which sucks because if I get an F my parents said they'd take the PC out of my room as well. Guess I've got to start locking my room whenever I go out, but they keep unplugging the power/ethernet cables leading to the server. That shit is so annoying, it's like both my parents and leni's parents want us not to be able to talk to each other. I don't understand how a person could be so cruel. This isn't torture. It's worse than that.
-Insane- Posted January 13, 2009 Author Report Posted January 13, 2009 To be honest I'm probably overreacting. Her last post was at 7 am (I slept this night, was way too exhausted to stay up another 24 hours), so she might just still be sleeping. She told me she'd get on between school and afternoon school though so idk. I mean she's usually off at this time but the possibility of her having her laptop taken away is just too overwhelming for me to handle, I'm assuming the worst. Great, now I have to leave for afternoon school in 5 mins, my head is spinning, I feel like puking and I'm trying not to cry. And no, Volcom, just because I'm not afraid to show my feelings does not mean I am 9 years old. And the back of my head (where I hit it when I blacked out) is starting to hurt again too. >: I just can't take all of this at the same time. ;_;
» Pat Posted January 13, 2009 Report Posted January 13, 2009 How can you even know what happened? I mean regarding the Lap & her mom. o_o
-Insane- Posted January 13, 2009 Author Report Posted January 13, 2009 [note: sentances modified to turn tl;dr srs capitalized sentances into real fast k] *me and her are enjoying our time together only to get suddenly interrupted* Her: lol we need to talk k Me: wut about lol Her: lol my mum said this was my last day on the laptop since i didnt wake up this morning desu lol Me: urgh lol [etc discussion about how to try and get it back, she said that it's hopeless trying to get it back from her mum] *me and her continue to qq until my mum shuts off my power at which point I decide to sleep, like I told her I would when she does that* ;___; Going to school now.
» Pat Posted January 13, 2009 Report Posted January 13, 2009 Don't worry. I bet she'll find a way to get it back. (; &WHOA who goes to school at 2 pm? >_>
Defiance Posted January 13, 2009 Report Posted January 13, 2009 Ask Leni to play goodie two-shoes so that her parents wouldn't have anything against her. You should do the same. Study hard, stay out of trouble and clean your room perhaps? Parents dig that. You don't have to do it all, just pretend to do so. Its not bad advice, just some quick remedy for your problem.
» Pat Posted January 13, 2009 Report Posted January 13, 2009 Text her? oO Messages inside europe aren't that expensive. oO
-Insane- Posted January 13, 2009 Author Report Posted January 13, 2009 She doesn't have a cellphone and neither do I.
-Insane- Posted January 13, 2009 Author Report Posted January 13, 2009 She just logged on O.o I just overreacted~ Move along.
Maiku Posted January 13, 2009 Report Posted January 13, 2009 awwwwwwwww You are over reacting but atleast you care ^^.
-Insane- Posted January 13, 2009 Author Report Posted January 13, 2009 Successful troll is successful. ;_;
Lucius Posted January 13, 2009 Report Posted January 13, 2009 Tell her to meet up with you someplace, not over the internet(?) Who knows if she's cheating on you in real life since you can't keep tabs on her.
-Insane- Posted January 13, 2009 Author Report Posted January 13, 2009 Heh. I won't answer that. ;D And we're trying our best to meet up irl. Plane tickets aren't that easy to get for a minor.
Millenia Posted January 13, 2009 Report Posted January 13, 2009 Tell her to meet up with you someplace, not over the internet(?) Who knows if she's cheating on you in real life since you can't keep tabs on her. oh fu mike. >:O
-Insane- Posted January 13, 2009 Author Report Posted January 13, 2009 O and once I'm done with hellschool I'm moving out k, probably to england. >:C
Lucius Posted January 13, 2009 Report Posted January 13, 2009 Aye mate, gonna eat you some feesh 'n chips? Good luck with that, your sexual romance isn't close to developed and when you meet in real life, you both won't know if you would be able to actually stand each other.
