DeAmascus Posted July 25, 2008 Report Posted July 25, 2008 I can honestly say I'm sorry. First and foremost to my wonderful guild members. I've had a crisis in my life that crashed on me last night. Those close to me in my guild know and were put in charge within my absence. They are as follows: 1st) Ayumi 2nd) Tyler 3rd) Dragon And a few of my personal really good friends who are an addition to helping them out (people who I've played RO with for 4 yr's.) If anyone has a problem with them inside the guild, you are free to leave but these are the people I trust. I probably won't be missed, which really doesn't bother me. Seeming how the only "good" reason for anyone being happy that I play are either my guild members or PK'ers who love to whoop my @$$ all the time. So if you truly care of what happened, feel free to msn/aim me. The details or on my profile. If you don't care and don't like me...LEAVE...I have enough sh!t to worry about right now, I don't need YOURS either. I'll still try to be on as much as possible for the ones I love, but I'm sorry if I can't live up to your standards. That's why I changed the guild ownership. Goodbye everyone, for now~
Kaboom Posted July 25, 2008 Report Posted July 25, 2008 Bai bai Moonie, I'll mish j00 for the time being.
DeAmascus Posted July 25, 2008 Author Report Posted July 25, 2008 Bai bai Moonie, I'll mish j00 for the time being. Take good care of my guild. <3
AsoBark Posted July 26, 2008 Report Posted July 26, 2008 -.- my /turnoff emo isnt working..... T_T Are you serious? NOW who can I bother... /swt
DeAmascus Posted July 26, 2008 Author Report Posted July 26, 2008 I'll still love you Aso <3 if you wait for me... /gg /heh
AsoBark Posted July 26, 2008 Report Posted July 26, 2008 I'll still love you Aso <3 if you wait for me... /gg /heh mmmhmm -.-
Jewel Posted July 26, 2008 Report Posted July 26, 2008 Stalk the forums when you can. I hope everything works out for the best. I know hard times are stressful but here's a hint: don't forget to breath. Best wishes hun. <3
Icon Posted July 26, 2008 Report Posted July 26, 2008 do what you gotta do and hurry back :D The Trick Is To Keep Breathin' - Garbage (i /lv that song)
DeAmascus Posted July 26, 2008 Author Report Posted July 26, 2008 Jewel, sometime I honestly forget to do it. And I can honestly say I'm not an emo person, but sometimes I don't really want to remember to breathe either. here's why: I got home from work, went to see the messages he said I got on compy. checked the forums and he threatened to cut my compy wires.I told him I was tired as fuck (was true), and wanted to just check and relax after I finished eating what he made. In the midst of me logging out, he couldn't wait 5 sec's and cut my wires (which I fixed this morning) I blew off on him (I've been taking all the shit happening and adding it up), told him to leave me the fuck alone because I was tired...he kept on bitching, so I bitch slapped him hard across the face. Told him to leave me alone. He called his dad who wanted to get the cops on me for slapping him. Threatened if I didn't talk to him (his dad) he'd do it, I told him to go ahead and that I wasn't talking to someone who used me, treated me like shit, and had no respect and didn't even give a fuck about what I had to say (refused). His father said that he wanted me out of here in a few days. If I don't get out, he's putting a hit on my head. I don't know when I'll be back. I don't know who I can turn to, but I'm going to try and see if there will be anyone out there....that is willing to help a stranger. It's a lot to ask, and I know it'll probably never happen...but I can't stand being treated like this anymore. I don't like talking about my problems, I play RO to relieve stress and to have a DECENT amount of ...of sanity left. That's why I try to take my mind off things and do whatever it takes to overlook what is happening irl. I don't want to see the ignorance of the world, and the shit people can't learn how to deal with because of their own immaturity.
DeAmascus Posted July 26, 2008 Author Report Posted July 26, 2008 This...is MY real life. Welcome to it~
Kaboom Posted July 26, 2008 Report Posted July 26, 2008 I already knew that /ok and it's just fucked up!
Jewel Posted July 26, 2008 Report Posted July 26, 2008 Sounds like the Jerry Springer show. :\ Meh, get out. You deserve better than that and you shouldn't tolerate that BS. When people are going downhill or their lives are in a bad state, they cling to anything better than what they have around them in order to bring them down. Don't let someone else's stupidity do that to you. :\
Kaboom Posted July 26, 2008 Report Posted July 26, 2008 Keep your head up, hopes high, and don't forget to breathe.
DeAmascus Posted July 26, 2008 Author Report Posted July 26, 2008 That's the whole thing, the car is mostly his. I have no money because we just payed for the bills, and I know NO ONE in Georgia that can help me...NO ONE. I'm waiting for my ex to get off work and get plans set up if he can help me out by tomorrow's 3pm. My head's going dizzy, and my anxiety is slowly kicking in. I've been left alone for the last 7-8 hr's, and I have a phobia of being completely alone for too long. I'm freaking out, even my best friend can't talk sense to me...and I don't know what to do or where to go right now.
Jewel Posted July 26, 2008 Report Posted July 26, 2008 Sometimes stabbing people makes me feel better... No.. I'm kidding. Don't do that. >>; I'd offer you help but I live about 7 states away. D;
Jewel Posted July 26, 2008 Report Posted July 26, 2008 Omg.. even I laughed at that. xD You sure have ways Tyler.
