» Pat Posted January 22, 2008 Report Posted January 22, 2008 Read this and think about prejudices. "I pay my respect to Luang Por, I would like to tell you my story that kept me all choked up for my whole life. It is so defiled and so heavy for me regarding this, that it caused me to be admitted into the hospital because my mind couldn’t handle it. I hope this story will be a good illustration for all people to become afraid of the fruits of kamma. This story is a demonstration of having to take mental suffering very seriously as follows: When I was a child, I stayed with my parents until I was 9 years old. My father had raped me for the first time. He forced me by keeping a knife near me for intimidation. After that he tried to rape me whenever he got the chance to. He threatened me not to tell anybody otherwise he would kill me. My life felt as if I was falling into hell on earth. Sometimes I would talk with my friends and he would hide near me and would pass a look to me to intimidate me. I was in a constrained state and I couldn’t tell anybody because I was afraid and confused. When I was 15 years old I became pregnant and nobody knew except for him and me. This was because my stomach wasn’t so big. Since that devastation occurred I couldn’t call him “Father” anymore. I had to leave school. One day a young man who was my neighbor came to say he was in love with me and asked me to marry him. I kept the pregnancy secret for many months. Finally we married and he took me to live in another city. About one month later I delivered the baby. It made him feel ashamed and confused that his wife delivered a baby after only being married to him for one month. Even though he loved me so much, he couldn’t compromise with me so we had to divorce. At that time I was only sixteen years old. I carried my suffering and my new born baby. His face (my baby’s) was like his father’s (and his grandfather’s also) having the same mole. I felt so bitter because when I saw his face it made me think of the person that I hated the most. In that state I felt like had to kill him for the rest of my life. Finally I ran away from there, although I still loved my baby. Then the baby’s grandfather (father) had taken him in to take care of him. At that time my baby was only 1-2 months old. His grandfather tried to teach him to hate me and tried to teach him all bad things and to speak curse words. When I was 20 years old, I met another husband. He knew about my story but he didn’t mind. However he loved me so much and we married. He took me to live in another city. I had decided to take my baby to come and live with me. At that time he (my baby) was 5 years old. He met me; he spoke to me with curse words and said “You’re not my mother, why take me here?” or when my husband met him and wanted to carry him, he fought with him and said “You’re not my dad.” My husband and I cried with bitterness. Sometimes my child had asked me, “Who is my father?” but I couldn’t say. I was really severely depressed then I thought about committing suicide since I started living with my child. I was so regretful that my own child had learned to hate his mother so my husband took me to the Mental Health Hospital. The doctor told me that this wasn’t the child’s fault and you should up make your mind. I didn’t know how to clean up my mind. I stayed at the hospital for 7 days but I was still depressed. " What do you think? How many people would have suggested her an abortion? Everything has its pro's and contra's. And yes, this was just spam as well :/
Terroryst Posted January 22, 2008 Report Posted January 22, 2008 I'll read something relating to what I like,but I won't read something that may positively affect my life.
Amalgamation Posted January 22, 2008 Report Posted January 22, 2008 Those stories sound quite interesting. Plus, it is on the Off-Topic section so it should be fine for a bit of spam. Just don't overdo it.
nao-chann Posted January 23, 2008 Report Posted January 23, 2008 dammit nao... you got like 902184 posts in this topic... congrats... you are a perfect spammer... Im not spammer im just spamming my Name in Forum :)... I post with sense not BLAHBLAH or Muwhaha Or something.. @Damascus Lol so that the reson huh.. Im so sad >.< You will bother me forever .sob
Arcane Posted January 23, 2008 Report Posted January 23, 2008 Err Wizardy you bit me :)... But cool i dotn hate you la.. lol. Nao, Where exactly did he bite you? /gg
nao-chann Posted January 23, 2008 Report Posted January 23, 2008 Just Curiuse Where you gonna Send this.. Me or Wizardy or Someone..??
nao-chann Posted January 23, 2008 Report Posted January 23, 2008 Erghhh Im just Idiot in english thing.. I just realize that i can't do english very well... And i just realize japanese is hard to learn english >.> coz i dont mind it b4.. T___T
Arcane Posted January 23, 2008 Report Posted January 23, 2008 Erghhh Im just Idiot in english thing.. I just realize that i can't do english very well... And i just realize japanese is hard to learn english >.> coz i dont mind it b4.. T___T nah..Thats okay. Well, I was just joking with ya~ But I do get what you mean so your english doesn't suck that much.
nao-chann Posted January 23, 2008 Report Posted January 23, 2008 nah..Thats okay. Well, I was just joking with ya~ But I do get what you mean so your english doesn't suck that much. You know english is Treasure for us.. You barely know me la..Coz even i speak " Do you want this..?" i speak it like "Du yuu wantu des..??" Funny la..
Damascus Posted January 23, 2008 Report Posted January 23, 2008 You know english is Treasure for us.. You barely know me la..Coz even i speak " Do you want this..?" i speak it like "Du yuu wantu des..??" Funny la.. English is treasure for you? Incredible, I speak and type Gold !
nao-chann Posted January 23, 2008 Report Posted January 23, 2008 English is treasure for you? Incredible, I speak and type Gold ! Not only me for us.. Well even your language became gold its turn into stone,Coz in rude doing Joke :P PEACE...!!!
Damascus Posted January 23, 2008 Report Posted January 23, 2008 Not only me for us.. Well even your language became gold its turn into stone,Coz in rude doing Joke :P PEACE...!!! Oh c'mon, you make me blush... I'm not rude, just unintentionally mean to a select few of people.
nao-chann Posted January 23, 2008 Report Posted January 23, 2008 Oh c'mon, you make me blush... I'm not rude, just unintentionally mean to a select few of people. Hehehe i see... Well im just hoping im not the one in your list :) Kk.. Im gonna stop Posting .. >.> Im going in somewhere.. ~Bored~ Bye..By the way why im saying this to all of you Ergh..
Arcane Posted January 23, 2008 Report Posted January 23, 2008 Remind me to "defend" you in-game whenever you enter PvP, in other words I'll not attack you and kill people who do k? Thanks. Hey Damascus, can I call you Dama-dama?
nao-chann Posted January 23, 2008 Report Posted January 23, 2008 Remind me to "defend" you in-game whenever you enter PvP, in other words I'll not attack you and kill people who do k? Thanks. I'm Always Remind you =]... Thank you ... @ Wizardy Ohhhh Really Huh ^^
nao-chann Posted January 23, 2008 Report Posted January 23, 2008 yep really i dunno what ppl think but that what i feel about u XDDDDDDDDDDD lol so dont leave lol o.O Who said that i gonna leave huh :) B4 i do it i must have a wings and alll :)
nao-chann Posted January 23, 2008 Report Posted January 23, 2008 here u say ur leaving no? T_T Lol that's lately i said im going in somewhere.. So im gonna logg off la... That 30mins fast :)
nao-chann Posted January 23, 2008 Report Posted January 23, 2008 There's only one that I can really think of and most of the time I don't bother to read much because I can't understand what she's writing. Sorry Naomi chan you're my number one ;o You mean my font..??? Or you can't read clearly my font..?? :)
» Pat Posted January 23, 2008 Report Posted January 23, 2008 You mean my font..??? Or you can't read clearly my font..?? Nao don't feel offended but... I HATE YOUR FONT But ilu <3
nao-chann Posted January 23, 2008 Report Posted January 23, 2008 Nao don't feel offended but... I HATE YOUR FONT But ilu <3 Mehh.. Go die if you hate something in my words :) Joke hehehe.. I will never change it.. ^^
nao-chann Posted January 23, 2008 Report Posted January 23, 2008 i like that heheh small and nice font .. i understand all she saying ^^ Lol Thank you.
» Pat Posted January 23, 2008 Report Posted January 23, 2008 Mehh.. Go die if you hate something in my words smile.gif Joke hehehe.. I will never change it.. ^^ Well just making it a little bit bigger would help very much ^_^ But okay it's your choice. (:
Lone Posted January 23, 2008 Report Posted January 23, 2008 I do agree that nao, and wizardy are the biggest spammers on the forums, they post in every topic, and some things they say dont even make sense.
